New start

So I decided to have a fresh start. In the blog world at least. So here I am. Broke at the beach. It sounds slightly more dramatic than needed. I think of it as humorous. That's about the only way I can look at it. Or else I would go crazy. So here's my life. And it's a good one trust me no complaints. But it's hard sometimes. But here it is. I'm 39. Going through a divorce from my high school sweetheart. Two boys 13 and 8. Living at my moms house. With my aunt. And kids. And dog. I'm unemployed. Well I substitute teach but it's inconsistent. I love my school and the people in it. I've tried hard to get a full time job there. Really really hard. But I can't seem to. So it's time to move on. I've battled the 'I need to get a job' argument in my head for months. But I'm done defending myself that I'm doing what I'm doing for the good of my kids. So yea I'm broke at the beach. But I have my kids. My family. My amazing friends. A wonderful sister. The most loyal beautiful intuitive dog in the world.  And they help in many ways. So here's to the start of a new journey. Trying to avoid cliches but sometimes it's hard. On here you'll find hopefully daily thoughts. Some sad and serious some happy and funny. Some recipes and home stuff. I'm sure lots about my kids. Lots. And hopefully some (pardon the therapy term ) self discovery. As I have no clue who I am or what's next. So. It's time to start writing. And living. And find that out.